I knew that letting that money go to Colin for another session would be a mistake. I might be jumping the gun and to conclusions about this, but actions speak louder than words and his recent actions have shown me that I might be dealing with a Con Man. Remember how I told you guys that I was having second thoughts and that I might just end up canceling that Tuesday Zoom call? Well, I emailed him asking him that if I decide to cancel my session, how would I get a refund? And do you think he replied? Nope. Not only that but whenever I make a session with him, the amount is usually "PENDING" in my bank account until the call is actually completed and what do you know? It's not pending at all. Now this may or may not be a glitch in the system but I don't like the feeling I'm getting. My instincts say that there's something fishy going on. I should've listened to Damon. Hell, I should've listened to Christian when he said to wait. Now he's telling me to wait until Tuesday to see what happens. He doesn't suspect he's the type of person to just take someone's money and not give them what they paid for, but we all know how bad luck follows me everywhere I go. Yet another reason I have a death wish and am suicidal. Least Kat is somewhat on my side. She said: "He sounds so much like exactly the shit I would say. He's a bit of a narcissist, cuz he's a celeb. It's like his message is good, but he doesn't care about people he just wants them to buy into his shit."
So yeah. . .I might just be screwed and come to terms that this might in fact be the week we go our separate ways. . .for good. I have the worst taste in men, am I right? The worst!! The tarot cards knew this was coming! Even my spirits told me this was coming! The "Despair" card showed up approximately 3 times! THREE!! Three is a bad number. This is an omen. This is like God teaching me a lesson about how to manage my money. Well I got it! Loud and clear! I even posted a mental note on my bookshelf reading: "NO MORE ZOOM SESSIONS WITH COLIN!!"
3RD TIME, LAST TIME! If there even is a 3rd time. I even asked Kat if she wanted to take my place. Lol! Now wouldn't that be something to see. He expects me and he gets Kat instead. I'll be like: "Tell him I died." Christian didn't think that was funny, but I would really like to see what Colin would do if he got Kat instead of me. What would he say? Besides: "Who are you? Where's Amy?"
OH MY GOD!! I just aw this new commercial with Matt Bomer for Prive Revaux eyewear (I have two pairs from QVC as you know) and SWEET BABY JESUS! HE LOOKS HOT AS FUCK!! God, I just want to climb his sexy ass like a tree and run my fingers through his silky gorgeous hair. WHYYYYY DOES HE HAVE TO BE GAY? WHYYYYY!! And why can't I see my Concuans yet so they can shapeshift into him and I could have him fuck the shit out of me every night? Other than my Concuans being him for me and him being with me as Eric in my fiction, that's as close as I'm going to get to getting fucked by him. Look at this hot ass motherfucker. . .
His hair is so fucking beautiful right now! Fuuuck! God I've missed that amazing hair! God, I want him sooooo bad! It pisses me off that Eric isn't into three-ways with another guy. Lol! I realize the irony but as Eric, Matt Bomer is 110% straight. No homosexual feelings whatsoever, for anyone. So his three-way would have to be with two girls. Damn it! Whyyyy! It's not like they have to be intimate, him and the other guy but then I forgot, he DOES NOT and WILL NOT share his women. Not by any means. Damon & Nathaniel are the same way. Damn! The only ones who are open to MMF are Christian & Dominic. Hint, hint for my next novel. ;)
I wasn't feeling so well today physically, and maybe I was being a little naughty. . .with myself, and Christian got pissed as fuck because of how much stress and exertion I was putting on my heart. He and Damon were both tending to me, walking around with their stethoscopes over their shoulders. They even made me wear the damn nasal cannula, insisting that I be on some oxygen because my heart was in desperate need of it at that moment and my pulse ox level was unstable. Then once I started getting a bad headache and chest pain, they wouldn't let me take off the damn thing. Ugh! And no, I don't have COVID! Don't even start. I haven't left the apartment since March. Well. . .maybe a couple of times but that was months ago. The only time I go outside is when I order delivery and even though I've done that a lot, most of them wear face diapers when they come so I'm fine. Even if I wasn't, like I said before, I don't care if I die. I'm sure Colin wouldn't give a shit if I did either. Eventually, I had to eat something so I took off the damn nasal cannula and got up. I kept telling Christian that I needed to shower with Hyde and he wouldn't let me. I would sit up and either he or Damon would push me back down in bed. Christian was like: "You can shower later. Right now, I want you to rest." Grr! So I rested and then I got up to take a shower with Hyde and then I got out, Daddy tucked me into bed and I took a long nap. Then I woke up later at night and the rest is history. I'm so fucking pissed that Kohl's still hasn't sent me those 4 shirts I ordered even though they should've been delivered on the 15th! Ugh! I'm gonna bitch their asses out when I get up.
I got my Lisa Rinna grey snake printed pants today in the mail! I love them sooo much! So glad I sized up, otherwise they'd be too tight. It always helps to read the reviews. I also got the blu-ray of Something Borrowed that I bought off someone on Ebay. Damon rolled his eyes and was like: "Oh, it's that douche movie. If I were you, I would just chuck it." Sigh. No comment. It's still a cute movie. . .in spite of. . .him.
And now Dom & Christian are bitching at me to go brush my teeth so I gotta go now. Night night!
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