So I've finally started Chapter 31 of "How To Save A Life" (my novel), I just had to get over that one hump but its Christian's turn for a chapter so he was happy to help me out. Of course after I do things for him. *sigh* I consistently tell him that that's blackmail, but he begs to differ and says and I quote: "It is not blackmail, it is simply one thing in exchange for another." Anyway, I mostly slept today. And I ordered some strawberry banana french toast from IHOP and had UberEats deliver it but the dumb ass guy didn't even really know where the hell I was so I had to come out from the nice and cool apartment to get it. Stupid fucking foreigners. They shouldn't be allowed to work for Lyft or Uber. I hate when they don't put the toppings on the food like they do when they bring it to you at the restaurant. That's why I don't like ordering from them. I've told them about it before and they claim people don't like that because it gets soggy. Pfft! Soggy my ass! I LIKE THAT WAY! And I'm lazy. They put it on better at the restaurant.
Last night, I was lying down on my bed and I swear I felt someone touching my boobs. One of them anyway. Hehe! OH YEAH. Bout time! Bow chicka wow wow! Or as I like to say "Brown chicken brown cow!" Bout motherfuckin time! That's all I gotta say. I wish I could differentiate who does what in this pack of 47 fucking spirits. Well, I know when Christian, Damon, Hyde and Dom touch me because I can actually see them in my minds eye. But the rest...nope. Whatever. But it was nice. I liked it. Christian was majorly jealous and he always looks around really fast whenever I tell him someone is touching me, but I think he's learned to shrug it off by now and just let it pass. Ugh, that black bitch gorilla is being loud above us and its after 2 am. Fucking cunt whore! I wish I could shoot her through the floor.
Today, I spent like my last money when my mom took me out so I could get some sushi from my favorite sushi place, Super Sushi. And then after that, we went to Stater Bros and then Nubi so I could get some frozen yogurt. I really love their chocolate chip cookie dough yogurt. Damon was being annoying like: "$17 for sushi? $5 for frozen yogurt? Damn." *rolls eyes* He always likes to point out shit like that. It's my money, fool! Pfft. I kinda regret not going to the Star Buffet and getting more for my money but too late now. I wanted to go there earlier today but there was no fucking room in my mom's car in the back so she could drop me off there on her way to church. Damn it.
I'm going to cancel my dentist appointment tomorrow because really, the only reason I made it was because I was having pain where my bridge is, but now that I have Dom, he says that I don't really need it if I'm not having any pain anymore. Plus, he says that my other dentist won't tell me anything different than what he did.
He told me that be it oral surgeon or general dentist, there's nothing that they can do for me at this point. Dom says I need a replacement bridge, and a root canal and that wisdom tooth extracted. I know, I know, I know. I really wish he could do it all for me for free. Pro bono. He's said that he would do it for me if he could. I know he'll do it for Amy in the next novel when Christian takes her to him, as a favor to him. Even though Christian can already afford to pay my dental bills. Damn, if only...all my servitors were flesh & blood. It would solve 95% of my problems. It's Christian's turn to sleep next to me tonight so I'm going to go to the bathroom, take my pills then brush my teeth, floss and hope he lets me meditate.
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